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Love

I had never wanted anyone to show as much as love and affection as you show. Seriously, I don’t know how to categorize your love. I just can say that it pains like hell at the though of being loved so madly.  Why does this happen to me over and over? I just can’t take it anymore. I am never going to reciprocate your love by any chance. Not that I don’t love you, but this thing is never going to happen in your no our life. I am helpless. I don’t know how else i can describe my situtaion. For months, you are in love. You never actually proposed, and I had always pretended that it was only friendship. But, you know and you still hope that there is something more than just friendship. Ironically, Its hurting, to be loved. You are cruel, rude and arrogant in showing love. And, the bruises in my heart is deep, and I know that it never can be healed. Your are just punishing me with your love. I just can’t take it anymore….

 

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I am lost

‘I am Lost’…. I have heard people saying these super magical words often. I call it ‘Super Magical’ coz, when people say it, they actually make you feel as if they are in totally different (virtual) world, and you are not actually smart enough to understand it. ‘I am Lost’… I dont think that this sounds weird.

At times, i have thought that these are one of the funny sets of words. hmmm… may be i should do a Ph.d to understand what people mean when they say that they are lost.

I have a small incident to share about this topic. It was one of the winter nights, when  I was deep into one of the romantic dreams. My mobile vibrated vigorously.. I cursed the mobile, the vibrating mode and the person who turned on the mode, of course it was me. It said ‘Sunny Calling’.  He is one of my close friends. It was around 2 a.m. I wondered what would have made him to call me at this time. I was bit nervous

I picked up the call and said ‘hello?. I heard a deep husky voice replying me with the two set of words ‘ I am lost’.  I was totally taken a back. What is this guy thinking. Calling me around two in the morning to say that he is lost. i was mad and asked him ‘what crap?’ he said ‘am in love and so i am lost’.

That turned me crazy. Is it a rule that people who fall in love should get lost for some reason?. I really didnt understand, and I was not in mood to argue with him at that time, when I was in middle of the sleep. I said that ill talk later and cut the call.

Sunny now always assumes that I am not smart enough to understand his feelings of ‘lost’. He tells that he loves the feeling and so on. ok! I dont understand the concept of ‘lost world’.

If one set of people say that they are lost coz they are in love, another set of people have their own stories to cook up. Some of the story lines  are:

I am lost coz, I have no friends

I am lost coz, I don t have a gf/ bf

I am lost czo, I had a bad day

I am lost coz, I have no money

I am lost coz, I have no one

I am lost coz, of the share market/ business etc

I am Lost simply coz, I wanna get lost!

Fine, I think this is a kind of Phenomenon and people say they are lost simply coz they wanted to!

An appeal to God-

please give a extra sensory part, which can understand the concept of ‘I am Lost’

I guess ‘ I am Lost’ now, jus coz am doing a research on it.